Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Sea green, Sea Blue

I love her and i know she loves me too.. then why does she still hold on to him and her fucked up relationship.. she was mine one.. i had a chance and i belew it up.. now she goes on living ..and so do i.. she now drowns in the sea of her own tears and i.. drown deep in the sea of pussy and weed. None is happy... her eyes sparkele every time she sees me.. wanting to say save me..mine wanting to tell her, help me.. but then i guess we have moved way too far to return back to each other...so close yet too far

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Believe ME...Fucking Believe Me

We should only be friends... i like it that way!!

Oh No i think i like you...dont you think we should go out...

I am going away..dont know if ill be back soon...but who says long distance doesnt work, hell we will make it work, you and me, we will make it work.

Oops sorry it didnt work..i loved you ...really loved you but my love faded away in 8 months...why ...cause you didnt call enough...and yah did i mention...i have a tiny winy crush on some one...but no its not bacause of that i am breaking up with you..believe me, hope you understand.

I can see..that how much you have tried to win me back to make things work..but i just turned my blind eye to it...please forgive me...i am sorry...we will remain good friends right?

Oh welcome to my city... have dinner with me... oh did i tell you i am dating someone...the same guy who i had a tiny winy crush on...and dont worry we will still be good frineds wont we?

Oops!! sorry that we kissed... oh again!!! oops once more... hey i am not in love with you... ooops there we go again!!! i am certain i am not in love with you...

How can i love you when i am so kneck deep in love with him.
You wanna walk away to end it...good i am not gonna stop you..its for your own good BELIEVE ME!!

NO I DONT WANNA EVER SEE OR TALK TO YOU ANY MORE.. I DONT CARE IF YOU ARE ALONE...IN THIS ALIEN CITY.. YOU WILL FIND YOUR WAY AROUND.BELIEVE ME... BUT I DONT WANNA SEE YOU EVER...I STILL CARE FOR YOU ... YOU KNOW THAT DONT YOU??? BELIEVE ME!!

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Ummmm

We Kissed....she melted...mop please!!!

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Heaven's a Lie

Faith is a Substance of things hoped for...evidence of things not seen.

Monday, May 7, 2007

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I saw, Darling, But do Lie

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I am Dead, I've missed you... - Kiss?

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

The Last Supper

The Last Supper


“Hey I forgot to tell you, I am seeing Raj”, she blurted out…
“Hey that’s a surprise, great news since when?”
He asked in broken sentences…
She smiled, Blushed a little and said, “It’s been a week”
“Wow I am happy for you, really I am very happy for you…”

He picked up the pink rose resting on the table and gave it to her…Later he realized that it was her favorite color. He looked at her with a pleasant smile and said

“Its been a week? You should have told me before… but any ways I am glad that you did…”

The waiter disrupted their talk and brought the food… he excused him self to the washroom, while the waiter served their favorite Chicken Biriyani.
He came back to see Lavanya on the phone…guess she was talking to Raj…

He had returned after long…after college he had shifted to Delhi and she was based in Mumbai…He had returned after a year to find a changed Lavanya…This was their second meeting since he had landed in Mumbai…he wanted to talk to her about a lot of things…wanted to talk about all the nothings they used to when they were in college together… but then now it was like some stupid cat had got his tongue. He wanted to tell her… ask her …convince her about lot of things…but then he couldn’t. He used to blabber a lot….but he couldn’t…all he did was, smile, eat his chicken Biriyani and sip his Coke…She coaxed him to speak…she tried to strike a conversation but he didn’t want any…he was content …he didn’t want to speak any more…

The cab stopped right in front of her gate…and he opened the door for her…

“I want you to hear this song before you leave”
Billy Joel hummed blissfully through the ear phone….

“You never close your eyes any more when I kiss your lips…there is no tenderness like before in your finger tips…You are trying hard not to show it but honey I know…you have lost the loving feeling…which I knew…”

“You know I won’t be able to meet you anymore… I am happy for you but I am not that strong. I still love you.” he finally blurted out…

He saw her vanish in the elevator…and started to think about which train will take him back home.