Lets do it again.. In Rhyme

Moon kissed beach

Time

Distance

lost 

Time 

Distance

Calls 

Texts

More Texts

Meet

Meet again

Sufi 

Location change

Four eyed monsters

Bliss

Love

 Fights  

Love

Fights

Tragedy

Love

fights

Short comings

Betrayal/ Lies

Reconciliation

Betrayal / Lies

Reconciliation

Lies 

Reconciliation 

Distance

Coldness

Sadness

Separation

The End (?)

Varchasva

Varchasva 
Apne hone ka yakin jaata raha, 
Apni dhundhali yaadon ke saaye mein, 
Us sunhare sooraj ko aaj bhi daanto se pakade baitha hun

The Bonfire

Daddy use to light better fire.  Daddy’s fire was so bright, so happy; shades of color I had just learnt would all come together and swirl about over the logs and under them. Gentle, yet strong, as flames engulfed bit of dried leaves and twigs, it crackled. Urged on by my father, the flame grew with spurts of rich orange and red.

Mom says all fires are alike. But I don’t think she has an eye for things like these. I think moms afraid because Dad’s fire went out.

I think Dad’s fire was lit with more than a few matches. It could never go out or be extinguished. Daddy’s fire just moved

The Jigsaw

In the end, he had to admit, he didn't really understand her. He didn't understand women. He didn't understand men. He didn't even understand children very well. All he really understood, he thought, was himself and the rest of the universe. Neither anything like completely, of course, but both well enough to know that what remained to be discovered would make sense; it would fit in, it could all be gradually and patiently fitted together a bit at a time, like an infinite jigsaw puzzle, with no straight edges to look for and no end in sight, but one in which there was always going to be somewhere for absolutely any piece to fit.

The Queen of Winter

I'm Corinthian light

A snake in flowers by night

The last temptation of christ

Evil in mortal.

Queen of winter on throne

The murduress lurked in vulger caresses

vestal masturbation

(purity) overthrown!!

Freak and the Star

The Freak takes the star off his roof, dismantles the blinding light... its time for supernova, the fire moved on

UNSPOKEN

(Disclaimer:This story is a work of fiction.. and bares no resemblance to any body living or dead)


K: " Hey i am sorry .. but are you there??"

(Pause)

A: " Yup"

K: " I know all the things about us not talking any more and stuff but..."

A: " Go on"

K: " Did yo go for it? How was "Her" wedding?"

A: " It was Lovely ... i wouldnt miss it for the world, are you in " Her" friend list...ill soon post some pictures there... is that ok,"

K: "that will be great... thanks...i wanted to come ... but... you know....?"

A: " i know ... "

(Pause)

A: " Hey, Heard you are working for NDTV now... congratulation.. must be swell"

K: " Yah NDTV Imagine ... do yo know, i am officially a director now..." ( !!!! )

A: " Ahhh nice... congrats Oh i am a news reader for 5 Metro... Should start sometime in March...

K: (We were suppose to be together in this...weren’t we ' A...') Pause... "ahhh nice... congratulations.. We both achieved what we set out for... a promise made to each other one sunny afternoon in college... is finally realized" (
(But Of corse we forgot all other promises we made to each other didn’t we... my love... ) Damn neat will see you on tv.. soon... wont i...??"

A: "Hopefully.. but i am trying to see if i can make it to NDTV here or in Delhi.. "

K: (She still wont ask for my help... ahhh glad few things haven’t changed)..." You are not trying.. Bombay??"

A: No not Bombay...dont like the place...

K: Is it the place or... Don’t worry i wont bump into you???

A: " LOL, aint my worry... will sock you if i see you!!!"

K: " Why would you,,, what wrong did i do you now??"

A: " Coz id feel like... coz its you and me... if i don’t sock you... you'd somehow make me cry..."

(Pause)

K : " I don’t make you cry... i never did" ( and how about the time,... when i cried... silently.... how about all those times.. when i howled voicelessly.)

(Pause)

A: "Sure you don’t... ne ways id love to stay and talk but...but i cant"

K: ( i knew sooner or later you'd say it... must be brave... show her i am happy now... show her i am unfazed... hell its been 5 years since... )... " yah i understand" ( No i dont... i never did...)


A: "Sorry 'K' "

K: " Later..." (ooops!!)

A: " Not later as well 'K' "

K: ( I don’t care ... i don’t... Fuck... i still lose my sensibilities in-front of her.. she won again!!!. ) As in yah... i got that...

A: " I cant have us talking... hope you understand"

K: ( No i dont .. i never did) " Like i told you i dont care

A: " I cant say much....

K: " i just wanted to know abt the wedding so i pinged
i don’t wanna know.. i am not asking" (Give me a reason...for fucks sake... dont you think i deserve to know... at least this time)

A: "but u know me enough to understand what im not saying"

K: " Not really.. but its ok... i don’t care" (I thought i did... but, perhaps i could never understand you... perhaps you never understood me)

A: " Sorry then,,, may be someday.. try not to hate me and someday..."

K: ( How could i hate you.. i never did.. not for a minute.. how can i ever) "we don’t sock each other when we meet.. that’s good enough for me...why u being sorry...i understand...and i don’t hate you"

A: " lol... I aint.. been sorry I’m sayn I’m sorry for cutn the conversation shot now
its pretty childish but i cant help it"

K: ( How does your own foot taste in your mouth you dimwit...) " I said i understand"

A:" maybe someday ill contact u my self... and see if you are willing to be socked ... till then ta... "

K: (Just let me be... please let me be... its enough now) " Have a good life A...may you get all that you wish for...

A: lol hopefully

K: Adios.. it was nice knowing you

A: You az well.. K take care

K: “thanks TC"

A: "aint been a psudo

K: " go now" (please stay for a a minute more.. for a second more.. its a request.. please stay)

A: " sty.. bub bye.. good night ta"

K: " I think after all these years.. i still..."
(FUCK...)


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(He stared blankly at the screen... His Speakers screamed..." jala hai jizm jaha, to dil bhi jal gaya hoga....khuredate ho ab jo raakh justajoo kya hai....." He looked at her picture for one last time.. and pressed the delete button... end?... he is scared not... )