Thursday, December 28, 2006

Distance...finite...end

Most of the night has passed, She is leaving tomorrow. He loves her, she knows that. He repeats it to her everyday like names of god. He doesnt drink regularly but he has had a drop too much today, perhaps! She takes his hand and kisses it, the lines on his lips widen on a positive note. He bends towards her and cozys up. The music of the Pub slowly drowns...silence...peace ....nirvana. Mustring up all the strength god has given him, he blurts out..."baby I love you...." she hugs him...yes redemption shall be his today. In a second he says a thousand small prayers. Though he doesnt believe in god he doesnt want to upset him today.
"Babes you know I love you...and I wanna know your decision..." He senses a sense of doubt on her face.He knows its difficult for her to make a decision . But its not easy for him either. For he dies a small death every day. " Babes if you have made your decision please say it now." He knows she is ready with her answer now...She doesnt say anything just a nod which suggests a 'No', followd by a 'sorry'. He can only smile now. He leaves shortly, as the DJ in his jargon invites every one to the dance floor for its Valentines day today.

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